You Have A Pretty Face

I am in the worst mood today. It is not because I came back to work today after vacation and a sick day. Which by the way, I was really sick. It was not a fake sick day. I felt horrible. Maybe that is why I had a horrible day. I am in a “witchy” mood. I feel I could snap at anyone but I will not. That would only make me get into a worse mood. I am about to go to church. I do miss my youth group. One of them “Facebooked” me and stated that she needed to talk to me. I will do that after service. So that means a long night.

I was thinking of beauty. My silly friend from the Bronx placed a funny status on his page that made me think how shallow some people can be. Or, how logical one can get? Can one get too logical to the point that their mind does not open to other means of thought or opinion or perspective? Is that being shallow? Maybe shallow is not the word I want. Possibly it is being narrow minded. Anyway, is beauty not in the eye of the beholder? I was told by good looking man that I have a very pretty face and a beautiful heart. Wonderful words from the wrong person. He’s taken. Many of my married male friends state that I am an awesome catch. I know Debbie is going to read this and she is going to say that I am “adorable”. I do believe that you really believe that and are not just saying it. I embrace all of the above without carrying around a big head. I just went through a miracle in my life; a miracle of healing and that has given me such an awesome self esteem. I always had a good esteem but this time around it is different. I will post my testimony of my miracle in a near future post. In the meantime, back to what I was saying.

There are people who find me beautiful, awesome, wonderful, amazing, funny, talented…adorable. I even get the “I love you’s” and the “I want to see you’s” and my favorite from my nephews, “Titi you are the bomb and a bag of chips”. I respond, “That’s right my babies, that’s right”. I am blessed. I am grateful. It is a privilege to be loved in such a manner. It is humbling really. However, I’ve yet to here it as I so desire.

But I am happy that I am loved with the eyes and the heart and from my Father up above.